I so used to crush on Keanu Reeves in his Idaho days. Scott and Mike were my first serious slash pairing, but it didn't stop me from Mary-Sueing myself into Scott's life.

You know how we wears the collar and his leather jacket and no shirt? And how he played with River's nipples after they pretended to have sex when the house was raided?

I don't think this meme was good for me. It's brought up unhealthy memories.