donnaimmaculata | (no subject)

It's always about me, me, me, isn't it?

This is what I've just thought after I started to type this post. I was about to tell you all (and anyone else who drives by) that my absence from LJ will probably prolong a little while longer, but then I realised that no-one notices one's absense if one doesn't point it out explicitly (I admit, I rarely do) (Which doesn't mean I don't like you all, I'm just not all that observant). Anyway, I don't have an Internet connection at home at the moment (a rather long moment, I admit), and I can't be bothered to interact with fandom from some public Internet facilities or others (the library, mostly). I still read my f-list religiously every day, but I rarely comment. I also read all received comments religiously, but I often don't answer. The reason for my silence is not my ignoring you; however, I more and more feel that I don't have anything new to contribute, which I why I save my breath (so to speak) and remain silent. As interesting as I find many ideas/concepts/theories/discussions, I don't think that anything I add will give them an interesting new direction.

So, I am still here, but I am lurking around invisibly. ~~I might spam you a bit more with stories of drunken revels with young boys, but even those get tedious after some time.~~ If I owe you a comment, a mail or money, it is nothing personal. Honestly.

I felt I should say that, because I owe plenty of comments, and I don't think I'll ever catch up on them. But believe me, I wouldn't say anything insightful anyway.